...
what else.
do you want me to do.
tell me.
what else CAN i do.
tell me.
JUST TELL ME.
i dont know.
im trying to stop shivering.
stop being pissed.
and now im here.
begging you.
to stop this storm.
its brewing.
lightning is about to strike.
and i dont want this to happen.
i've already apologised.
many times.
everywhere.
why are you still continuing this.
tell me.
WHAT EXACTLY.
DO YOU WANT ME TO DO.
TELL ME.
I BEG YOU TO TELL ME.
i dont want my cousin involved.
in this crap.
ok.
i'll apologise here again.
i am SORRY.
i dont want this to continue.
i am stupid.
i am dumb.
i am petty.
i'm the one who is childish.
i'm the one who needs the growing up.
i'm the one who treats you badly.
i'm the one who hurts you like crazy.
i'm the one who gives you the cold shoulder all the time.
i'm the one who is wrong all the time.
you're right.
theres nothing wrong with you.
whatever you do is right.
you're right about me hurting you.
you're right about me being childish.
yes im stupid im dumb.
now stop all these.
if you dont.
i won't be the one who started this nonsense.
is that apology BETTER.?!
after not accepting the rest.?
i give up la.
what more do you want.
i know.
i'll never know how much i hurt you.
likewise.
you'll never know how much you hurt me.
you'll never know what its like to be me.
and i'll never know what its like to be you.
okay.?
yes yes im the self-centered one.
okay.?
just give it up already.
if you dont stop this storm.
even an umbrella wont do any good.